Im really tired. Theres nopoint to look forward to anyeven more. I simply feel prefer crying then empty most of the moment. what is the allude of living also. Sure you enjoy things accomplish human being blah blah blah, then what? You die, go to heaven or hell, then what? Why was i born


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muzic-ivan.info Guest · 3 years ago

Everyone has a reason to exist! Find points which will satisfy your life. Go out, socialize, make trips around the world, live your life to the maximum. That"s the allude of living. When you reach a particular age prefer 70,80 what you"ll remember is all the experiences you had actually considering that you were born and you"ll feel happy and proud of your decisions! That"s the cycle of life :)


muzic-ivan.info Guest · 3 years ago

That"s the point though, depression DRAINS all happiness from doing those points. From the sounds of it, I"d recommfinish they find a therapist bereason it is NOT as easy as simply going out and also finding happiness. Anyone via depression can attest, it is never that clean reduced.


muzic-ivan.info Guest · 1 year ago

Well intentioned comments on exactly how to resolve depression, but that"s less complicated sassist than done. When gaining out of bed is a challenge, and also all you want to do is end your life 24x7, there"s no room for take a trip and socializing. Doing the points that used to bring you please no longer do, and also, they take a momentus initiative just to attempt. That"s impossible for anyone that hasn"t been in the depths of depression to understand also. I definitely didn"t understand depression, till it took host of my life. It"s a living hell. People who are in it need a compassionate means to finish it when meds and also therapists carry out not aid. Not having an alternative to peacefully end pain of this nature is cruel.


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muzic-ivan.info Guest · 3 months ago

Here I am, aget. I am so frustrated by not being able to finish my life. I simply desire to finish my life. The meds I tried have injured me (e.g. PSSD). I haven"t took pleasure in a solitary day considering that my last short article, 10 months ago. My wellness is starting to deteriorate. I pray each night for a peaceful death. Like I said, pep talks and also meds to nothing to change my mind.


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muzic-ivan.info Guest · 2 years ago

My point is I can’t afford to do any of that. There are no various other tasks right here. I’ve been trying to make it occupational for 8 months and also I want to die still. What am I supposed to execute. I’m worn down of civilization informing me to go perform shit as if I magically have actually money or a auto or a way to execute any type of of that


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muzic-ivan.info Guest · 2 years ago

I discover it tough to think eextremely perboy has actually a purpose. And what if mine is to kill myself? Then what?


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muzic-ivan.info Guest · 2 years ago

Hey, still alive?

I think saying that human being being born with objective is bullshit.

right here is me. i flourished up all my life being told that i have an excellent talent. that its remarkable. families and also ppl roughly me pelevated me for it. however i didn"t perform anypoint through it. so it checked out waste. i fell right into existential crisis and also quit college.

My suggest is, even one is born through a potential, one is excellent as an air wasting shitting eating machine if one does not perform anything around it.

"way to the future isn"t visible. it"s just visible when you look earlier the means you came from." it"s just some quote thats remained in my head.

I think it"s stupid to live "searching" for "who you are expect to be" you know?

what is living? i don"t understand. it"s some stupid word some asshole made up. "living."

I think its just time going by. wind blowing, plants living simply prefer we are and your mind existing in it.

Hey guy. really sucks to hear that there"s no job. But you can perform it you know?

people present potential they didn"t recognize they had actually it in them until the push comes you know?

I can"t think your write-up was uploaded an year earlier. I think you"re regulating okay. or you"d be dead by currently.

I"m trying to be optimistic. thats the begin i think. probably reasoning that the host in your underwear is funny. or the carpet is pretty. i do not understand. somepoint.

tright here are many world prefer you and me. lonely together. you know?


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muzic-ivan.info Guest · 2 years ago

Reakid to exist? What is the reason? You tell me, what is our factor to exist? Give me a damn reason why.... we give our all to someone we love you through all our heart, faithful as hell.. and to get stepped on l. What is the factor to be an excellent perchild if at the end you acquire screwed. We are intended to be a good perboy. But why? To obtain screwed. To gain hurt.. this is not the initially time it has occurred..I noticed, people that are not so great have a much better life than me.. possibly that"s my new life..


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muzic-ivan.info Guest · 1 year ago

I’m sixty. You’re wrong.


muzic-ivan.info Guest · 1 year ago

Depression to the point of self-destruction can just be taken by those that suffer it. It"s a living hell. I had actually no principle human being can feel this bad. No joy, all stress. I hate to be a downer, but every day of being non-practical and also enduring is worse than anything else I could imagine. Being at battle through yourself is unbearable. Depression is not simply being sad. I seek relief eexceptionally day, just to uncover the following day is the exact same or worse. Meds, therapists, nothing has actually assisted. I acquire to live a life where I watch every little thing I love slowly slip with my fingers. That"s depression. Thanks for listening.


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muzic-ivan.info Guest · 2 years ago

Hey. I saw this 5 months later, and I"m really hoping I"m not 5 months as well late. I understand exactly how you feel, I am in the very same instance you are. I understand you"re exhausted, I know you think you want to offer up, but please hear me out prior to you perform anypoint. Tright here is something to look forward to. I do not understand exactly how old you are, yet everyone loves someone. Your wife/husband, girlfriend/boyfriend, child(ren) paleas, grandparental fees, sibling, friends, there is someone you love, someone you do not want to check out hurt. Think around just how they would certainly feel if they gained the phone call that nobody wants to recieve. How would certainly you feel if you got that call? "Hello Mr./Mrs. __________, I regret to tell you this, but your brother/sister __________ commited suicide last night." That phone speak to can ruin you. It would certainly damage you. As to answer your question why were you born, to be perfectly hoswarm, I don"t understand why you were born. But you were born for a factor. You were born to make a difference. Everyone deserves to live. You deserve to live. Give it some time, and it will acquire better. I understand that you do not desire to hear the "people love you and it"ll acquire better" speech, so I"m not going to give you a stereotypical speech. I know life sucks appropriate now. I understand you think you want to die, yet listen to me please. Don"t waste your life. If you look at the news, there are all these people who were murdered, do you think they wanted to die? Tright here are world in third human being nations who have actually no clothes food and water, do not you think they would certainly love to have actually your life? The soldiers that passed away in battles so that we would certainly be safe, they wouldn"t desire you to throw your life amethod. Don"t throw it away please. Live for them, live the life they wish they had actually. You are worth it. You deserve to live. I feel empty as well. I cry late at night once nobody can hear me. I have actually scars on my arms from cuts, I reduced the word alone right into my arm one evening. I understand how you feel, however perform you understand why I"m still alive? I am alive because one person texted me one night and also told me exactly how a lot they loved me, and that no matter how poor it gets, it will not be prefer this forever. Think of all the people that died this year, the ones who were murdered in drive bys, robberies, school shootings, auto mishaps, the ones who passed away trying to assist world. They would have actually wanted to live, and they wouldn"t desire you to waste the life you have. Eexceptionally 40 seconds someone commits suicide. Eextremely 41 seconds someone is left to make feeling of it. Think around that. You are a person, not a statistic. You are a huguy, not a number. You are humale, and also you must save going.

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muzic-ivan.info Guest · 2 years ago

I can entirely relate other than all this taken place for me the second that i ended up being pregnant. I feel choose i couldve achived greatness in my life subconsiously, however instead im a wife via a son. I can still acomplish points yet just through great effort... idk if you have actually youngsters or not yet it is a never ending battle. A few of my family believed i had actually ppd yet its been 3 years currently. I thought i was a sad person prior to yet currently i cry mulitipule times day-to-day it sucks. I CONSTANTLY endure in silence bc mothers CANNOT FEEL THIS WAY if i tell my companion just how i feel he gets depressed bc he knows he did this to me reasoning i would be happy. Instead i wake up in the mornings wanting to die not bc i desire to die however bc i desire to dissapear like the earth can just swpermit me up and that would be excellent. the worse point around this kind of depression is that i have to pretend im happy at the exact same time my heart is being fragmentised.. its emotional torture.


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muzic-ivan.info Guest · 2 years ago

I desire to fucking die as well. I have actually no friends. My old friends earlier stabbed me. Nobody at my college likes me. I want to kill myself, but I can not because I still treatment about my family and I don"t desire to go to hell. That"s why daily I hope to be eliminated so I do not have to live on this god forsaken world. I desire to fucking dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Please for the love of God. My fucking therapist hated me. She fucking made fun of me and also exactly how fucking lonely I really am. I can"t anyeven more. Fuck this shit, never before mind I"m going to kill myself. Bye motherfuckers.